Time to Move on... Part 2

"Is there a REASON that you are in a tux Harry?" I said throwing on a ripped up t-shirt that had toy story on it. "I just want to look nice. I mean she's really sad about her mom, so I want to make her feel better." Harry said. "Well, i can understand that. But I'm just afraid the she'll be impressed and ask you out. then, you don't want to be rude, so you say yes. Then I'll be left alone, and soon you'll dump me and i will die alone!." i said fixing is tie, making it tighter and tighter as I end me reply. "OK, number one: Owww!, and number 2: I promise I won't leave you." he said. I smiled, and suddenly the door bell rang. The thing Harry loved most about me is that I was practically in the band. I was devoted, had every poster of them, and loved all of the guys like brothers. Even my door bell played a 1D song (the song was Live While We're Young.) I opened the door and said "Hey Tay!"

Time To Move on.... Part 1

As Harry got home I sat there, unusually silent. "Hey, how are you? I'm really tired, since I just got back from Asia. It was cool" Harry said with out turning back. I knew that Harry knew i was mad. I always am quiet and staring at everything. "What happened? did I do something/" he said. I sometimes hated how we could have a fight without me even saying anything half of the time. We've been together for so long, its like he knows what I'm saying inside. "So have you been hanging out with Taylor Swift?" I said."Yeah. Are you mad that people have been calling us Haylor.? That doesn't matter. "No, paparazzi make up stupid rumors all the time. I just feel like the rumor is coming true." I said. "Why would you think that?" he said going in the kitchen. 'Well you've been sleeping over her house, and have been going out with her and her family. AND, yesterday you guys went out to a picnic. Do you confess to your actions yet???" I questioned as a walked into the kitchen. "Well I did do all of that, BUT only because HER MOM DIED!" Harry said. "Oh Well that's embarrassing." I said kind of quiet. "We both laughed, ad harry gave me a doughnut. "At least you didn't call Tay and tell her to back off or something stupid like that.' he chuckled. As I heard I kept eating my doughnut suspiciously. "Yeah I kinda did that." I said very quietly. "You did what!!!!" He said. I walked over to the phone to call her and said "Fine, I'll call her and apologize." "Hey Tay, sorry for he phone call last night. I didn't know your mom died. I'm really sorry." *It's fine, you didn't know. I would've done the same thing. Thanks Could I come over tonight?* "Yeah! Sure I'll make some dinner." *Thanks Bye.* "Bye" I hung up he phone and told Harry what she said. "That's great." Harry exclaimed.

Leaving Dad... Part 3

"You were so right. This ice cream rocks." i said with my mouthful. "But I'm still mad about my mom trying to replace dad. That's just not something that would be cool with me. how would you feel if you heart was ripped out????" i asked to Zayn. "Nothing" he replied. "Well you would have to feel something!" I said. "nope. I'd be dead if that happened. Duuhhh1" he laughed. "Well ya but....." i said. We all ate and laughed. When we got home, Liam was putting the groceries away. 'Hey guys! how was the ice cream?" he asked, without turning back. "Pretty OK I guess. But Sasha's still mad about her mom and her new 'dad" Harry said taking off his coat. "He's not my dad, and NEVER will  be." I said  "I'm going to my room. I can't stand to be eating, no matter how much I hated the fact that I just said that." i said. As I stormed off, Liam threw me a Sprite and 2 chocolate bars. I caught them as I left. i stayed there for a few hours.

Louis knocked on the door. "Go away please!" I said. "No, actually I'm OK." he said and came in. " Ya know, that wasn't a question, but come in I guess..." I said annoyed. "Hey. Its 5, you came in at 10. Are you feeling ok?" he asked as he sat on my bed, covered in one direction. "I'm fine. I'm just.... (sighing) I don't know...." i said lying on his lap.
" I love you.' he smiled

"WHAT????????????????????" i said

"Oh no sorry I was talking to the my picture on your bed." he laughed.

"oh. can we focus on me right now!" i said. 

"Sorry." Louis said. After a few seconds of silence, we started laughing.

Leaving Dad... Part 2

Ever since he died, I felt so... alone................

My friends said that its better now, but its so not.

"Now my mom's trying to replace him? Arrggggh!" I complained to Harry Styles, my boyfriend that my mom hates. "It will be ok. You've gotta believe me." he says. "You don't understand. She WANTS to ruin my life. it's like she loves it when I'm sad. She knows how much it hurt me when dad died, and now she just pressed the big red blinking button. Like in the movies: YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO PRESS IT! But she did, and now shes marrying the Garey guy, or whatever. Do you seriously think I'll be happy with this??????" I scream. "You need to calm down! this isn't the end of the world!" he says.He lays my head down on his lap, as I start to breath slowly. "I don't know what to do now." I says, after finally calming. Niall, Zayn and Louis come in to help. "Hey. You ok Sasha?" Niall says. "As long as I have a new father, I'll never be ok. "Liam's out at the store, so we thought that you'd like it if  we came in to check on you." Zayn said softly. "Thanks guys" I said and smiled. " Are you ok now?" Harry asked, chuckling. "Fine I guess. I replied sighing. "But now I'm hungry for ice cream. That will calm me down even more." I said. "That sounds like a great idea. Lets go!" Louis exclaimed.

Leaving Dad....... Part 1

I remember it like it was yesterday.....

" But mom!" "NO!!!!!! You have to do your duties I don't care if your father is dead. You have to clean  so your soon-to-be father can come!!" My mother said. I couldn't believe it.
My mother was trying to replace Micheal Kwonsgia, my dad. Was I sick, or did she mean it?
 It all happened when I was 14. I'm 19 and I still can't bear it. He was with me at the movies when he had a heart attack. I just couldn't believe what happened. I rushed to the hospital with a few strangers who had called 911 to help. When I heard the news I was crushed.